It Sounds More Classy

So im sitting here in my room on the floor, not so sure where im going with this or how much i wanna spill out. My mind is on overload. So much i wanna say, so much i hold back. I really just wanna call someone random and strike up a conversation. "Hello! How are you this evening?" Only its almost going to be 10pm so its not really the evening anymore but it sounds more classy. I love meeting new people, its always a plesure. Especially when you've seen that person around before and you judge them thinking their the most stuck up person ever just because they have "that face" haha and you've heard "stories" but when you meet them there totally opposite from everything you thought. Its almost like a pleasant surprise. Then you feel like a total jerk for ever thinking they were what you thought. I dont know, i get that a lot from people. They take one look at me and assume something im not, then they get to know me and there like "Oh Muh Gawd!" hahaha juuuuuust like that too! Asaddjhgfrehfgygafgdjhfgejfteygfd im done.

I Dont Even Need A Tittle.

I hate the feeling you get when your not sure of something, like you think your doing things right but your constantly doubting yourself. Lately ive been feeling like that. Everything i set my mind out to do is changing. Its really confusing at points and im not really sure what to do other then just pray about it. Life is full of surprises, and i find that my life is like a roller coaster. It has its up's and downs, and sometimes its turned completely upside down and in some cases goes off track. I dont know what im doing with my life, or where i will be in 6 months...but i do know i cant do it alone anymore......