Reality Check.

I remember being a little girl, always laying down in the grass watching the clouds or airplanes pass by. I always thought about my future and where i would be ten years from then. I couldnt wait to grow up! hahaha i thought everything got easier as you got older. I now take back all the times i said that. I mean, dont get me wrong my life is pretty darn good right now but i miss being able to be "worry free". i miss the innocent mind as a child we all had, i miss not caring about how i look going to the store, i miss laughing so hard at the dumbest things such as, not telling the person who was drinking Kool-Aid that they had the red mustache after and laughing because they were totally clueless about what was going on! hahaha or waking up extra early on saturday mornings just to make some cereal and sit in fron of the tv in your Pj's watching Cartoons till noon. Or thinking you were sooo cool because you had the Yo-Yo that lit up and knew a stupid trick. I miss being excited the night before christmas and how i couldnt sleep because i was tossing and turning the whole night in anticipation of what i got! i miss thinking boys had cooties and knowing "Circle circle dot dot, now you got the cootie shot " would ALWAYS save me! I guess im realizing i am growing up, and its happening faster than i expected! all those memories of me being a little girl feels like it was yesterday. Life comes at you so fast, before i know it, ill be married with kids! Just Kidding! hahah that wont be happening anytime soon! :p but you get my point. Enjoy your life guys because were only here for a short period of time.